Hate
This is my first blog. I just found this out from a very good friend of mine. But yeah.. This is what i'm going to say.
I feel that I'm a really hatefull person. I mean alot of people are just bugging me now a days. Like i feel that I'm annoyed but just the stupidest things. I really don't know! it's so weird though.
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I'm interested in people who openly feel their hatred. Would like to share my feelings about how love-hate are really just one component. You must be a very open person feeling wise and I wonder what kind of experiences you have had that account for your present hatred which apparently right now is blocking out the feelings of love that go along with it. Would like to chat with you about that. I am listed as Delton in the chat sight. I'm leaving this site for now but would like to hear from you. |
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I believe what it is you're feeling is called "Being a woman" or more generally "Being human" Depression hits in a million and one forms, and I know that it was a seriously confusing time for me when I was in the 17-19 phase. Even though I'm 21 now, I still get confused with emotions that I just don't have a grasp on. Bit of advice, if you're willing to take it, it gets better. I know that's of no use to you at the present moment, but it does help you when you feel all is lost. The only time you can lose yourself in rage is when you start walking towards it. Anywho, enough of my psycology bullcrap. Welcome to B4M! :) |
