Suddenly I feel lost.

Suddenly I feel lost.
Why?
Why can't I just be normal?
But normal isn't even a word in my vocabulary.
I can't seem to find out what it is I want.
I just don't understand my life sometimes.
I can't seem to find out what the word "LOVE" means.
It's left me.
It's left me.
Why can't I figure out what my life is about?
Something needs to come along and slap the
Stupid ness out of me.
I'm dreading over air.
Over the lost that's in my heart.
I can't figure anything out.
My mind isn't where it's supposed to be..
But wait..
Where is that?