I found this on the net just a while ago.

I really like it.... I wish I wrote it! Kahhahahaha

Guys

obnoxious jerks who are occasionally sweet.
They can't understand
why I would rather stay home and snuggle with him
on the couch on a black, wintry night than go out
with his friends and do guy things.
They say that they will call you right back and you
don't hear from them for days.

A splinter in our fingers,
a dagger in our hearts,
a tear on our cheeks.
or loving,
comforting?
Are they a warm blue blanket that's tucked all around
you when you go to bed and when you wake up in the
morning,
like a kiss
a soft caress
or a hug?

Why is it we let them lead us into their spell
almost as if it were a power they have over us,
beckoning,
like a chocolate cake to a dieter?
We let them hurt us
so we feel as though we've been beaten and battered
and then we make up.
They forgive us for the horrible thing that we've done,
leading us back
into the blackness of their power.

Anyone here have a myspace?? I do....

I'm just being bored here on the Day of Silence..

We made shirts in my group. They have the gay rainbow,

and it's cute..

Do you all know what the day of silence means??

The Day of Silence is a day in which people of all sexual orientations and gender identities who support lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender (LGBT) rights take a vow of silence to recognize and protest the silence that LGBT people face each day. According to organizers for the Day of Silence Project "the event is designed to raise awareness and protest the silence faced by LGBT people, and offer tools with which to end the silence." The 2006 Day of Silence will be held on April 26th

So yeah!!

 

Well today I found out some shitty ass news. I found out that a friend of mine is moving. She's moving to Kentucky. It made me sad when I found out. She said she's moving at the end of the month. So that's in like less than a week. It's so sad. I'm really going to miss the shit out of her. I feel like crying. She said she'll be down this summer to visit. But Visiting isn't even enough. I'm really going to miss her.

OKay I recently lost whom i thought was the love for me! I felt love for her. I really did. But one day she said, "it's over." I didn't understand what the hell happend. BUt I cried for a long time. Cried, cried and cried. Still today I think of her. It's one of those relationships where you don't know what the fuck you did. I'm was so confused. I didn't know what the hell i did. I felt I was attached to her. This is something I never pictured happening. But it did. Out of no where too! sometimes She's in my dreams. well more like every fucking night. I know shortly after the break up i kept dreaming that some day we'd be back together. But NO.. It will never happen..

and it's fucked up!!
Have you ever been in love and it went to hell??
what happened?
or do you know??

hy do couples always think SEX has to be involved in a realationship.. Seriosly.. I know sex can be fun. but hell not all the time. Some think that that's all a relationship is, is sex. I don't think so. If I go out with someone I don't plan on making love with them for a while. Maybe most teens are just horney.. I dunno.

What do ya'll think about sex??

TELL THE TRUTH!!!

Why do people make fun of gays??There's nothing wrong with them..I'm tired of hearing shit, as i'm walking down thehallway like, "gay people do... and..." It's like SHUT THE FUCK UP!!and GET A DAMN LIFE..Anyone agree?It's like..If someone is different than someone else... people will talk shit..People just piss me off. I guess the reason i care so much is because people just need to get over the fact that people are different. IF this world was full of the same people this world would suck.I hate people sometimes.!!!!

notice that in my high school most people are GLBT. Is it the new trend or something. I'm not being stupid. i swear.. Most people think they are gay or something if they see someone cute and be like oh.." i'm bi." I dunno.
But I know i'm bi because i just do. I found out in middle school!...
I'm not hating.. I just wanted to ask this..
What do ya'll think of it??

Suddenly I feel lost.
Why?
Why can't I just be normal?
But normal isn't even a word in my vocabulary.
I can't seem to find out what it is I want.
I just don't understand my life sometimes.
I can't seem to find out what the word "LOVE" means.
It's left me.
It's left me.
Why can't I figure out what my life is about?
Something needs to come along and slap the
Stupid ness out of me.
I'm dreading over air.
Over the lost that's in my heart.
I can't figure anything out.
My mind isn't where it's supposed to be..
But wait..
Where is that?

What is the deal with people these days?
They don't even pay attention.
I swear.
I wish I could slap her.

Why couldn't she have watched
what she was doing?
It's not my responsibility to watch
after her clumsy ass.

She ruins everything for me.
She's ruined me getting on the computer.
She's ruined me having drinks in my room.
She ruined me period.

I'm not used to having this other teenager
around me all the time.
I never understood what hate was
until i met her.
She tells me I'm like her sister.
BUt i don't think so.
SHe gets on my nerves.
No matter where and what she's
doing i feel like slapping her.

I won't lie,
sometimes i do like her.
But that is rear.
I hardly ever wanna see her.
Because everyday
it's something new with her!!

This is my first blog. I just found this out from a very good friend of mine. But yeah.. This is what i'm going to say.

I feel that I'm a really hatefull person. I mean alot of people are just bugging me now a days. Like i feel that I'm annoyed but just the stupidest things. I really don't know! it's so weird though.